^^ i LOVE this face...it makes me giggle...^^^ anywho. so school is out for summer time enjoyment, the girls both "graduated" from kindergarten (Nikoy), and preschool (Kaylee) with straight E's....standing for either Excellent, or evil, i haven't decided which... :) my kids can be evil, as you will see in the pics below..... anywho, both are extra excited to be going to first grade, and kindergarten next year, i think I'm more excited then both of them because it will mean both are in full time school from 7 am to 3 pm!! YES!.......i love my kids....really i do...honest.. :)
anywho, so we spent the entire first week of summer cleaning house, doing laundry, and all around mucking things out.. and as a reward we spent 15 bucks on a cheap little pool that Odin will be unable to pop.... :) its not huge and they have to share, but they seem to have fun...

this is the face of fun, Cayden is truly my fish, he will sit in the pool from the moment he wakes up until bedtime if I'd let him he so loves the water. the girls kick and splash and he laughs and splashes them right back!..love it..
what better way to spend a 97 degree summer day then in the pool with popsicles.... :)
this is the evil we were talking about earlier....notice the relaxation on Nikoy's face as she lazily floats about in the water... notice the look of concentration on Kaylee's face as she takes aim with the water ball.........
this picture about sums it up for my kids.....blah!!!!!!!! so anywho, pool fun done, I'm now faced with the joys of trying to figure out how to change the pool water without turning my backyard into a swamp...seriously I'd sell my left pinkie for some grass....
anywho, so as we know i am 21 weeks pregnant now! *hooray for being half done!* and well its definitely been downright stressful.. morning sickness is all but gone, i still have the occasional race to the bathroom to lose the contents of my stomach..but seriously I'm 21 weeks now it should be gone!.. all in due time i hope.. we also learned at my very first ultrasound (at 16 weeks....) that the baby had a big black spot in his brain.. and they would be sending me to a specialist to see what it was and if it was dangerous... well after 5 weeks of stress and worry, i finally got to go see the specialist and after a fun filled ultra sound it was determined that:

he's very proud of himself... we have yet to agree on a name, we thought we had, but the name we chose doesn't seem to be growing on us so we are in the process of finding the perfect name... *yeah right*

here's his skeletal little face, the poor tech tried so hard to get his profile, but every time she got a good shot he'd turn his head and look at her, she thought it was kinda creepy like he knew we were watching him.. :) that's my boy!

kind of a skeewampusie face shot.... they were trying to capture his eye, you could see the details and stuff, it was cool..:)

well we've seen him on the inside here he is on the outside!! :)
my preggerness at 21 weeks and one day.. :D

taa-daa! so anywho, one of my other major stress points and its only because its hurting my vanity ( actually it just plain hurts!!) is my face, i get to "enjoy" the symptoms of "nodular-cystic acne" which is hormonally induced (pregnant!) and best treated when symptoms first appear, UNFORTUNATELY the only way to treat it is with icky medications that will do all sorts of unfix-able damage to the sweet little man who is currently residing inside my belly... and because I've decided that my son is more important then my face, i get to cope with the dry, itchy, burning redness, and quarter sized cysts all over my chin.....fun...the most i can do at this point is possibly use some tretinoin gel that will hopefully be getting prescribed to me next week sometime...that will relieve the itchy burning, but unfortunately wont do anything about the huge cysts, no for those i get to see the dermatologist to have them opened and drained........joy....
so here's my chin at 21 weeks, yes the big red discolored spots are cysts that are either growing or have been taking their dear sweet time shrinking.... left alone it takes 1-2 months for a cyst to finally either shrink and go away or get to the point where it can be less-painfully drained, therefore relieving pressure and letting my face touch my pillow again...*sigh* anywho.. enough feeling sorry for myself... :) as soon as this baby is freed I'll be put on anything from doxycycline to accutane (hopefully NOT accutane...) and it'll be gone and for the scarring i can get laser surgery for that...someday... Theres hope at least, my cloud does have a silver lining... :) and my hubby is definitely super supportive reminding me often how beautiful i am. so yeah. that's everything so far.. joy and joyfulness.. :D























