AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!

so I'm a little frazzled...what else is new???
so when Cory and I found out i was pregnant with nikoy (it doesn't seem that long ago..) we decided that if it was a girl we were going to do a care bears
nursery, and if it was a boy it would be superman. well i had it my way then, now its Cory's turn, but trying to find superman baby bedding is not possible unless i want to make it, and finding superman material is even harder, so we decided the rest of the decorating will be easy enough, its the bedding that will be difficult... so we thought we would just do solid superman colors (red yellow and blue) and get a cute fleecy superman blanket right?..well i have been on so many different websites today my head is spinning... and trying to find solid colors for cribs is next to impossible!!! see this is my idea so far..


i haven't decided if i want a dark blue or a lighter blue, but I'm thinking it'll be the royal blue because the lighter blue doesn't quite fit with the red and yellow, i know i want the bumpers or the ruffle to be red, the sheet i want either blue or yellow, and YES i am using bumpers... i used them with nikoy and Kaylee and they both survived to tell about it, theres been a lot of "don't use bumper they'll suffocate your baby!" and even the odd, "if you use bumpers take them out when your baby is 6 months old"....so use them when the baby doesn't move enough to really need them, but once the baby is active enough to stick its little arms and legs between the bars or be like nikoy and Kaylee both were with their heads crammed in the corners, take them out..... hmmmmmmmmm doesn't make sense does it? the bumpers are staying, i don't know how many mornings the girls would have woken up with headaches from cramming their heads in the corner of the crib. so I'm keeping the padding thank you... anywho.. I've also been told that bed skirts are a waste of money, but I'm doing it anyways because i like hiding the under the crib baskets and what not, so there... and as far as blankets aren't safe till the baby's a year old....baloney... to a point.. if your wrapping it up in a huge heavy bed spread, yeah i see the danger, but a warm little receiving blanket, i see no harm in that.. the first few weeks and months the baby cant move enough to get to tangled in the blanket anyways. so, yeah.. honestly this world is becoming to soft and "oh keep it safe.. keep it safe!!"... "you use blankets in your crib? your a bad mother"...sheesh. i had blankets in my crib and I'm still breathing!!!! any who... so back to the problem.. if anyone knows any online stores where i can buy solid colored crib separates let me know,. I've tried babies r us, I've tried amazon and eBay, and i don't trust eBay, and a recent amazon thing has made me lose faith in amazon as well... target doesn't ship to APO addresses, and wal-mart shipping takes way to long, (estimated 6-8 weeks!! I'd have to order NOW) or if anyone has any idea where i can get a decent crib set pattern I'll find material and make it myself!!!!! all i need really is the pattern for the bed skirt and the bumper pads. I'm sure it wont be difficult to find blue or yellow sheets...i think I'll do a red skirt, blue bumper and yellow sheets.....monkeys..... decisions decisions.... anywho, change of subject!!

Cory came home from work the other day with a new chair... its supposed to be mommy and daddy's chair, but it has become just daddy's chair. mommy will stick to her glider which has been relocated to the baby's room, which is also still for now the storage/workout room......i personally like to put my feet up and still be able to rock, daddy's chair doesn't rock in the lounge position so daddy can keep it. :) the one feature on this chair i do LOVE is the butt warmer, and it vibrates and massages my achy back.... but, if i want to rock i cant put my feet up... oh well... anywho..


silly girls... nikoys been working on her head stands and kaylee is mad that nikoy can do something she's cant, so kaylees been practicing too.... whats a mommy to do?

so im sitting here....

yeah, I'm sitting here reading through my blog list, and lightning strikes my brain.. I'm 28 weeks pregnant now, which means i have 12 weeks to get ready for this baby to get here! and other then an outfit from my mom, and a couple packages of onsies i bought, I'm not ready. so, now I'm sitting here making lists of all the "hundreds" of things I'd like to have before baby gets here, stock up on diapers, wipes, formula (NO I'm not breastfeeding...) and it'll be a week or two before i can get in to see the WIC people, i still need clothes and Binky's and bottles and and now I'm totally excited because it also just dawned on me.... BABY SHOPPING SPREE!!!! ..:D i love shopping and spending money..unless I'm spending it on me...then i don't much care for it...weird huh?... any who.. its still hard to believe I'm already 28 weeks, and I'm hoping and praying the time continues to fly until he's born, because i truly don't enjoy the whole pregnancy thing, but i truly enjoy the whole baby thing..:D. so time should continue flying right up until i get home from the hospital ( i hate staying in the hospital, if i could just have the baby and go home i would...) then time should slow down a bit so i can enjoy the babyness of the baby. and hopefully it wont be long after the baby's born that we'll be able to go back to the states... I'd like to be in the states by Halloween, but hoping for at least Christmas is getting to be more realistic.. we still haven't heard about Cory's MEB, and the wait is getting almost as unbearable as the wait for the baby... in fact if we had found out we were pregnant at the same time as the MEB process started, I'd be having a baby A LOT sooner!!.... any who.. nothing new besides the getting ready process, and the waiting...oy...:D so yeah.. *sigh*

twas a beautiful day!

the sun was out! and it was still cold! but it was a beautiful day!

so we decided to go to the park and play! the girls were more then thrilled with that idea, so daddy came to get us for lunch, we dropped him back off after a tasty meal of taco bell...(can you smell the sarcasm?) did some various errand running, and went to the park!!

the girls haven't been out a lot lately, #1 its been freezing cold still, and #2, the spring rain has set in, so now its freezing cold and its raining....*sigh*.. OK its not FREEZING, its high 30's low 40's ish.. it bounces back and forth.. cant wait till it gets into the 50's-60's..:D *sigh*

this is a fun spinning ring, the girls sit and i spin it! :D

they have gotten it into their heads that slides are more fun if they do it together!! :D which is way to cute!! they love playing together, they had a play group going at this play ground and usually nikoys off playing with the first "big kid" she See's but she stuck right by Kaylee the whole time! i was so proud!!


this slide is awesome, I've been down it a few times(not lately..) but if your not ready to catch yourself at the bottom you go shooting out across the playground on your butt. wee

taking turns.. i think Kaylee's causing a traffic jam..."get in line!!" he he he..

This made me laugh really hard... i had to get a picture of it... talk about spontaneous graffiti...

LOOK! the tree's are waking up! so after an hour or two at the park it was time to go pick up daddy.. but he wasn't done working yet..

so we stayed to help him out any ways we could. the girls colored daddy pretty pictures, and i played secretary....

over the weekend we got to go to a birthday party!! they had it at the Kid zone, which is basically a wanna be chuck E. cheese or peter piper pizza depending on where you are...

fun and pizza... yummy..

the girls even got to eat cake!!! :D

nikoy learned that it pays to have a game guru dad, anything he put coins in, popped out a bucket load of tickets! nikoy thought it was awesome! the grand total i believe was 335 tickets in the end...

these are just pictures i had fun doing..:D playing with my camera again.. nikoy makes a fantastic model since she kinda forces herself into the picture.. Kaylee is more the type to run and not be in the picture, which is why I'll be getting a wireless remote for my camera here soon. it'll be much easier taking portraits of kids when i can set up my tri-pod and actually take the picture without having to be behind the camera to do it.. I'll hopefully have that this weekend! any who.. a few more fun picks..:)

Nikoy LOVED doing this, she thought it was so cool she could make her fingers look like letters!

new outfits!!

My pretty girl complaining that she has to be in a picture...

the flowers are finally starting to bloom and the baby's pick em'..:D yes the colors odd, i was playing with some filters..:D

my sleepy girl..:D he he he.... any who.. that's our life this week! not much to report! we have an appointment later this week so I'll let ya know how that goes!! Cory's been putting in 18 hour shifts, he's working himself to death as usual.. but his shop is going through some government inspections and he get to make sure none of his program have any problems.. so he leaves at all hours of the morning and he gets home at all hours of the night.. goes to sleep wakes up at all hour of the morning and gets home at all hours of the night, it really is a vicious cycle... hopefully this will be the last week and he'll get a break. we're thinking about taking some leave to spend a weekend at neuschwanstein again, we'd like to go inside the big castle, and I'm looking forward to taking all the hundreds of pictures i can..:D and now that Kaylee can walk it'll be more terrifying for me..:D (she was only 7 months old last time we were there...)so yeah... any who.. still haven't heard anything about Cory medical stuff, hopefully it wont be to much longer, I'd like to be back in the states in time for Christmas! :D that would be so nice!! any who.. love you all be safe! LOVES!!

96 days and counting!!

so i was pleasantly surprised to discover i have less then a hundred days to go till baby Shaun gets here! yay!! we're so excited!! OK a few more exciting events, to note..:) the 16th, Monday i believe... started off like any normal day, i woke up, fed the girls, checked my e-mail, then put the girls in their room with a movie while i cleaned my house up a bit, i got my kitchen spotless!! my living room and dining room were pretty much spotless, save for a few spots.. anywho, Cory had left for work super early, he got there at 4:00!! so he was off early! *YAY*!!

anywho, i was in the process of switching laundry loads when i heard him walk in, so i called out to him to let him know where i was, and he starts yelling that the small bathroom is trashed, that "someone" had left a present for me... so i immediately thought, well Kaylee's potty training maybe she forgot to flush, or then again, the cat likes to cough up hair balls in places she thinks i wont find them,... anyways so as all these nasty images were going through my head i open the door to see this HUGE box sitting on my perfectly immaculate toilet seat..

yes this box is huge!! and it is my new Nikon D-90!! I was so excited i very nearly screamed..i grinned and grabbed the box and sat on the couch with it instead....it felt like Christmas!!.....so i opened the box as Cory explained that this was the last one in any of the Saturn stores (its a German electronics store, kinda like circuit city, or something..) in Germany!! few! what luck!

the only downside to getting this at a German store is that the users manual is all in German! oy.. luckily for me though, the Nikon website has a down loadable version, so no biggie.. and if i really want a hard copy i can order one.. again .. no biggie...:) so i decided to play..:D

keep in mind, these are the first few pictures I've taken, and i have no owners manual to help me figure things out, so it may be a while before i get any good... but it did a fantastic micro of my kitty's eyes...

here's Jazmin after a bath... she wasn't to happy with me...

:D yes we got the girls Easter dresses already.. we had to buy them while they had them..:) and well, with a new camera i couldn't resist getting them all dolled up! isn't Kaylee GORGEOUS in yellow??

my girls defiantly love each other..they are ALWAYS hugging each other, the other day i walked in to find them asleep and snuggling on nikoys bed.. unfortunately Cory had our dinky camera, and i hadn't gotten the d-90 yet, so no cute picture.. sorry.. moving on..

MY 4 YEAR OLD LOOKS 14!!! she's getting so big! its so making me feel old.....

i LOVED Kaylee in this pic! the look is priceless!! and oddly enough nikoys smiling pretty too!..weird huh?

this is my little super model doing the super model thing...man I'm not looking forward to her growing up!!

this is a Little over exposed, but it turned out pretty anywho!! Cory came home with these flowers a few days ago.. my face was horribly swollen, and i looked like a teenager going through puberty and it was infected and well lets say I've been avoiding mirrors like the plague cause they made me feel like a leper.... and Cory knew my self esteem has been suffering ALOT lately so he brought me home flowers to tell me he still thinks I'm beautiful....*sigh*.. i love my man..

I'm going in beginning of April to the dermatology clinic to figure out whats wrong with my skin.. they thought it was rosacea, but its not... so hopefully a skin professional will know what it is and how i can make it go away!

another pretty shot... :D so yeah. lots of fun!! fun fun fun..nothing new to report as far as us coming back to the states, we still havent heard about Cory's MEB, we were supposed to find out at the beginning of the year, and well, its late!! Cory's been so busy with work and studying that i think he may be slipping slowly into madness..... i wish i could help him at least with the studying, but its against the AFI, its considered test compromise and he could get in SERIOUS trouble if anyone found out i was helping.. they want him to do it all by himself... but he's a big boy, he can handle it. as long as i keep a handle on the housework he seems less stressed. so that's how i help. i give him a clean place to study! anywho.

baby's doing good, my next appointment isn't till the end of march. i know he's growing cause my tummy's getting tighter and tighter every day, i got my belly bands in the mail and was disappointed because they were a bit to big.. now they're almost to tight..:D oy.. anywho. I'm still enjoying the kick boxing tournaments going on in my belly, it lets me know he's all good! I'm sure much like, my pregnancies with Nikoy and Kaylee, it will get old and I'll start getting irritable with it, but I'll get over it.. anywho.. that's about it... st. patty's day has come and gone (happy birthday roo!!) and Easters on its way... the girls can't wait.. we're doing Easter stuff at our house this year, so cant wait for that mess... anywho.. LOVES!!

amazing news!!

you know when you go to tuck your kids into bed at night and they quietly ask "can you check under my bed?" and you get on your hand and knees and sure enough the only thing under there is dust bunnies and forgotten toys? well, i have done the impossible.. I've managed to capture a picture of the monster under the bed... warning , this is not for the faint of heart...

he he he, my very own monster!! ain't she cute? we decided to keep her...

anywho, as i mentioned in my last blog it will soon be my grampa's 80TH, and my gramma birthday is just before his, so yeah.. I've made these for them! my gramma's been asking for these for a while..sorry for the wait gramma!! LOVES!!

and enjoy!

(mom I'll be mailing these to you hopefully this weekend!! LOVES!!)

happy pictures!

so i was able to talk to my mother the other night, and i learned that my grampa is celebrating his 80Th birthday soon!! happy birthday grandpa!!

:) anywho, so i discovered much to my surprise, the last picture i have of myself, was the toga party, which i don't count because I'm not exactly me in those pictures, I'm cleptopatra.. and before that was...a lot longer ago.. so i decided that with the help of my bitty tri-pod, (cause my nice big tri-pod met an untimely demise when its leg fell off...) to do some self portraits!!..so yes i caved and i now have preggo pictures....to help me remember all the "fond" memories of watching my figure go from semi-out of shape hour glass, to pear....*sigh*..anywho, whilst i was picturing myself, my girls got jealous, cause the camera was out and they weren't in front of it, and i needed some up-to-date pics for my grandfathers present so i went ahead and got them all cutsied up, and well these are the result.. now all i need to do is get Cory in a good mood so i can get some pics of him, and some of us together..:)...wouldnt that be nice? anywho, I'll post those when we get them.. for now, enjoy these!

oddly enough Nikoy actually smiled.. there were no funny faces, there was no goofiness (OK there was very little goofiness..) she sat and smiled like the angel she (usually) is...

Kaylee was her typical self, as soon as the camera was aimed at her she started crying.. so i had to threaten her with constant tickles if she dared to stop smiling.. i think it worked.. i got some good grins, Kaylee is terribly ticklish all you have to do is make her think she's going to be tickled and she starts laughing.. fantastic..

Nikoy being good again..weird..

another picture of me threatening my daughter..:D.. ("smile or I'm gonna tickle the monkeys out of you!") my children are monkeys..

see....still acting good...and being my little super model..:D

this picture was FANTASTIC!!! can you see where i photo shopped it? I'm still learning.. I'll eventually be good enough to take people pictures and erase anything they don't like about themselves (to a point..) like i can make my freckles go away, or peoples braces! or anyother...imperfections..:D..soon ...

OK.. now is the preggo pics... ..enjoy... 0_0*.....

look at that gut... :D that's my boy!!

keep in mind, i am only 24 weeks along, im going to get MUCH bigger....isnt that a pleasant thought?....O_o....

unfortunately because of the pregnancy i cant take my rosacea medication, so until this baby pops out i get to deal with looking like a teenager in the throws of puberty with the bright red breakouts...and cover-up? not likely.. only makes things worse... so yeah..
anywho.. that's me preggo... my feet hurt, my back aches, and don't get me started with the kick boxing tournaments going on in my belly....:D...the joys of motherhood eh?...he he he