AAAARRGGGHHH!!!!!..and stuff...

so we are a bit frustrated and trying REALLLLY hard to be patient... here's the story..
we went into the doctor on the 16th, after a frustrating 15th. we were supposed to be induced on the 15th, but were unable to because my OB decided he'd rather go on vacation then make my life slightly..easier.. i guess.. so i woke up at 3:30 on Thursday morning and was having some nasty contractions... which bothered me alot with having Nikoy and Kaylee i didn't feel a thing until my water broke.. but i was sure feeling these!! so cory woke up and asked if i was ok, i told i was, but he didn't believe me, so we decided to go to the doctor to see if we were having a baby, so we dropped the girls off with our friends the barretts, because it was 4 am and we knew at least jerome was awake because he works at 4:30.. and because i felt bad calling anyone else that early because everyone else has toddlers, and no one wants to start their day at 5 in the morning with four or more toddlers running and screaming, i knew aurora would stay asleep and i knew Nikoy and Kaylee wouldn't go back to sleep for a while so, angela was the best idea at the time!....anywho..so we got to the hospital and they checked me in and it was the most irritating thing in the world because it was so early, and i was the only one there!! every room was empty i was the ONLY patient and they treated me like i was crashing a birthday party or something.. the guy that checked me in was less then nice, the first nurse they sent to me treated me like i was wasting her time, she wanted to do a check and i told her some information that i think might be TMI for some of you out there but it was enough info that she had to get someone else to the test... darn..so the next nurse they brought in was (thankfully) so much nicer!! she was so sweet and she just smiled the whole time, and i actually felt like it was ok that i was there... so she ran a few tests, and she decided that even though my contractions are 1-2 minutes apart, i wasn't dilating enough... so they had me go walk around the hospital for like 3 hours, and she said if i came back and showed some sign of improvement she could talk them into just keeping me and getting this baby birthing thing over with.. so i walked and walked until i got 2 blisters, (OWIE!!) and my feet were swollen! it was terribly annoying.. and when i went back they checked and i had dilated a little bit more, but unfortunately not enough to convince the doctors.. and on top of the dilating thing, the baby wouldn't stay put.. he'd lower into the whole birthing possition, and then change his mind and go for another swim..so my body is telling me its more then ready, and the baby's just being stubborn.. so home we went...sigh.. so i have an OB appointment today. the contractions are still pretty strong and pretty close together, and i've been doing ALOT of walking and cleaning, and an hour a day on my WII fit.. so hopefully, its been enough, i know i know he'll come when he's good and ready but seriously... we're running out of time.. we'll be leaving for the states on (or around) the 31st of July.. yes you read that right.. we'll be in the states by the 31st of July... that gives us 5 weeks to get the baby here, get his birth certificate, his social security number and most important his passport! if we don't get him a passport he doesn't come home with us!! luckily there are ways we can put a rush on it, but the longer he decides to stay put the less time we have to get ready, we also have to get our house ready to be packed up and moved, we have to get our car ready for shipping, we have so many appointments to make and go to its not even funny!! we all have eye appointments coming up, Kaylee and me have a dental, nikoys done with her dentals thank goodness, we all get to go in for last well checks, just to be sure the girls are up to date on everything, i have WIC appointments, i have dermatology appointments because i need to figure out how i can get rid of this nasty red chin before i run out of insurance!! the list goes on and on and on, and it would be so much easier to complete if he would show up.. in fact its going to suck, because i have to figure out what kind of birth control i want to get on before we leave because we wont be here for a six week exam! probably the patch again....cuz i cant do another IUD or anything like that till at least 6 weeks.. *sigh*.. so yeah.. its all going to suck big time...so if we get to this appointment today and they still don't think he wants to come by himself I'm going to make them force him.. if he's not born today i will at least be sent home with a date to induce.. I'm 39 weeks and like 4 days so all he's doing right now is gaining more weight.. and honestly he's already over 7 pounds, I've never had a 7 pound baby, i could barely handle a 6 pound baby....so he needs to get here, he can gain weight just as easily after he's born!!... jeez.. :) anywho.. I'm going to go.. wish me luck!! pray for me!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!